Blank box. What to write? Hm. Well considering that my life just took a 180, lots. La La, I'm a college graduate. I thought I had come to terms with it half way through the middle of last semester, but I was wrong. I'm not to terms, and I'm still pretending I go to Baldwin-Wallace, a poser. I'm currently unemployed (first time since I was 13) and decided that today I was going to have breakdown. Woke up to an empty, cold house, and literally looked at my ceiling and flashed back the past 7 1/2 years and freaked out. Lots of happy times, lots of regrets, lots of memories. I wasn't getting up to go to class, I was getting up for ... ?
Well I am getting up to live my fabulous life, duh. How silly is it that I crying because I graduated college EARLY? WTF. I should be on my knees kissing the ground just for the fact that I had an opportunity to go to college, let alone get a degree. Not only did I go to college, but I went to a liberal arts college, you know the one that doesn't cost $15,000 (psh, thats how much our books cost), but a college that is well respected, a college where I wouldn't/couldn't get lost in the crowd, a college where I could make a name for myself. It's amazing the shit you take away. You won't understand it, until you're done with it.
Today, I started the rest of my life. No, I don't know what the fuck i'm doing with it. I do know that I sit on my computer and email about 50 resumes/cover letters out a day, like a friend said "job searching like it's my job, wait what?" HAHA. I laughed out loud, because that is freaking hilarious, and so freaking true.
So what's the purpose of this blog, besides the fact that I love to write? It's because I'm about to take you on a journey "The Life of a (Early) College Graduate." As another friend said, yeah, I'm 21, yeah, I'm graduated.
YOu ready? I'm ready .... I think.
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